2011年最后一天的感言
Friday, December 30, 2011
{ 11:39 AM }

我妈常对我说：“忍一时风平浪静、退一步海阔天空。”但对我而言，我已忍无可忍，在忍下去，我将会短命。每年我都许同样的一个愿望，就是一个小小又简单的愿望。我希望在新的一年、我可活的开心快乐健康平安、请让我像小鸟一样拥有那无虑无忧的自由。

What is consider IMPORTANT to me?
Thursday, July 7, 2011
{ 1:48 AM }

I'm brought up from a traditional chinese family. Since young, both my parents instill the importance of family bonding to my brother & I. As a result, i love my family very much. They are my 1st priority in life. I have been stuck in misery ever since mom left me. Happy since to be extinct from my life since then. I do understand that because of my own misery, i brought misery to others too. Maybe i have been taking thing too heavy (serious) in the past resulted myself to be "SICK". Life still goes on irregardless of what has happened. So, i have to wake up from misery, stop allowing myself to sink in the MISERY. In life, we need to learn to accept from whatever that happened and go on living happily. 人要活的开心、不要封闭自己要放开怀抱、随心而行。

Life so helpless
Sunday, June 12, 2011
{ 3:42 PM }

I can't help myself for being to upsad. I can't control my tears from rolling down my cheeks. I need to regain my confident soon. God, pls give me confidence to live on. God, pls give me confidence to be happy. God, i need confidence.
May God hear my prayer.

WHY
Monday, April 11, 2011
{ 4:42 PM }

why do i need to lead such life. i don't expect much, i only ask for a easy and peaceful life. Is that too much? really missed the past, the life i used to have when mummy is around. Life seems happier then. Life is very nosey now. I hate it. Always expect me to give and never appreciate what i have done you , you a selfish person.

HAPPINESS
Friday, April 9, 2010
{ 11:16 AM }

From my memory, since the 1st mobile phone I owe till my current mobile phone, the greeting message I will see once I switch the phone on is “BE A HAPPY GIRL”. I’m not sure, since when, “HAPPY” is no longer in my dictionary. Perhaps it was 2002 November 21st onwards.
In my dictionary, it defines “JIA” as a home consists of father, mother and children. To me, since 21st November 2002, “JIA” no longer exists in my dictionary.
Some people said, time will solve to problem, it takes time to heal the scar in my heart. To me, this scar in my heart will never heal. Never. It will only get darker, never lighter.
It seems like I be regaining my freedom in 1 months time but nothing is absolute in this world, it may turn out to be like wise.

Easy said than done
Thursday, November 19, 2009
{ 11:29 AM }

"To the kind person, I am kind to him. To the unkind person, I also try to change him by persuasion w kindness. Then Kindness has been obtained." Tao Te Jing Chapter 49

It sounds simple and easy be it is not easy to practise that. How many of us can really practise that? Personally, i'm still trying v hard to practise that teaching.

Cert vs Paper
Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 1:15 AM }

I started to pursue my degree last year Jan and finally got my degree 2 wks back. I guess or should be the fact that my family members are all happy for me however ms lee here don't really find it a great deal. Since day 1 in sch, i don't reallly see my cert that important as i'm not a graduate fr local uni which is as gd as useless. Many pp felt that it is wrong for me to have such thoughts. Though i got my cert but i know myself very well that i'm not up to that standard. In fact , personally i feel that certificate is not important at all, most important is the knowledge i gained. Knowledge can be learnt, can be gained. I still remember once, my dad mentioned this to me, knowledge is somthing which pp can't snatch fr you, once you gain that knowledge, it will be with yours not others. I totally agree with him, knowledge is something which no can steal from you. you hav to be responsible to urself. In life, opportunity won't be there for u always however we hav to ready at all time so as not to miss the opportunity when it comes. Knowledge can be gained in many ways, mix with right people, read useful materials, watch useful program n etc. Most importantly, one must be hardworking in order to gain knowledge. Knowledge only can be gained through hardwork, there isn't any short cut . I enjoyed talking to certain pp, pp who can enlightened me. Currently, i'm reading a few books, all dif genres. Man In White, CoCo the Chanel , Message from Water. I believe that in 10yrs time, i be able to do something which i always wanted to do. I won't give up my dream, i will continue to work towards it. Read more, write more & continue in self-learning. At this point of time, some pp may feel that i'm wasting my time doing something not realistic but i think like wise. The thing which i'm impress w my dad is that he is a far-sighter person. Therefore i believe, my current decision is right.