A Gift
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
{ 10:31 PM }

I consider myself as a blessed child as I'm born in a healthy happy family. There's strong bonding within my family, love & care are never missing in the family. Though I'm not brought up from a wealthy family, I'm grateful and appreciate for what GOD has given me, something which $$$ can never buy, FAMILY LOVES!!!

The pillar of my life? In fact there's two stages. In the earlier stage, the pillar of my life was an amazing lady, Ann. Ann was promoted as the soul of my life some years back and someone else became the pillar of my life, S. Throughout my life, I'm always relying on both of my pillars.
Have you ever imagine how a life be when the soul is no longer around? That's what exactly happening to me now.

Remember when i was a child, I'm always puzzled with my parents decisions. Finding them unreasonable and etc... I finally understanding their doings and appreciates it after being through so much obstacles in life.

There's a saying, it takes time for someone to recover from emotional pain.
Do u think that's really true. If you're in that position, you will never said that.
Easy said than done!
To me, i can only agree to a certain extend. Time is not the medicine for emotional pain, the real medicine is actually the person itself. It all have to depend on that person character and he/she's will power. Some people can just forget certain things within seconds while some takes years or even ever. Time does not work on me, that painful and helpless experience will always be there.

All families do have their own stories, no exception for me . A family is made up of parents & children going through ups & down together. My family and I indeed been through a terrible disheartening moments. It was a moments which left deep footprints in my life. A moment whereby i don't wanna forget as I'm afraid i will really get about it.

Living in this 21st century, a contemporary modern society, a fast busy lifestyle does caused me to overlooked certain things in life. City people tends to overlook the family issue due to our hectic lifestyle which resulted us for not being appreciative for what we have till it's gone.

I guessed, that incident had made everyone in my family grown up to be a much mature person, especially me!!!

Being brought up from a tranditional Chinese family, it is the Chinese beauty for not saying " I love you" out. Chinese is famously known for expressing their feeling for love through action rather than speech as Chinese believes that beautiful words are not sincere, sincere words are not beautiful.

GOD is always fair, we should appreciate the gift he given us. Treasure it and you won't regret even if it's gone.

LEt's learn to treasure and appreciate what we have in life!